february is the end of the year

i feel it
how can i feel it that much
it is too much

is it always going to be this hard
if yes, should i stop world
the less i get the more i lose

i am heading to places whose mirrors stare at this one
the one right now
am i going to find love again world
if yes, how can i forget

if i forget, world, how can i revive afterward
my heart is asking too many things
how can i stop the beating
how can i stop the scars being named and surnamed
i love
you

i am totally
in love in pain
with you without you